I’m at the bottom. I got another problem and I was just starting to fix the last one. Now, isn’t that something? Nothing major but enough to fuck my days up. As I pass the time I sit and recline, trying to think of a rhyme to put together to unwind the shit on my mind. But nothing comes easily and recently that seems to be the case… at least for me. Damn it. But on the other hand I understand that I take so much for granted. Though it’s cliché, I know that each day I’m alive and breathing is a blessing. Even though I believe in no idol from any bible reading. I don’t need it. My life I try to lead it with a purpose. Why defeat it? No need to overcomplicate the simple things. I take a breath ‘cause it ain’t always “Sink or Swim”.

(When I feel I can’t go on) When I feel like “Damn, what else can go wrong?”
(When I feel I can’t go on) When I feel like I’m loosing grip and can’t hold on. (When I feel I cant go on) When I feel like walking away “So long”.
(When I feel I can’t go on, you come and hold me)

I appreciate all the people around me. I truly do. There is not a single thing I wouldn’t do for you. I don’t mean to sound overdramatic. I ain’t no superman, though I’m working at it. What can I say about my family? Finding the words to express It would drive me to insanity. I love you all. Not often do I say that in person so I figured, I’ll just lay down a verse then. I just wish I could’ve written a better song to say, “thank you and sorry for whatever wrong I’ve ever done”. God knows, I’m hardheaded and harder to get along with then most. I see friends as brothers and my brothers as friends. A few people I’m cool with. Some others pretend. All in all, when it comes down to it, we fight together. These cowards didn’t last one round through it.

(When I feel I can’t go on) When I feel like “Damn, what else can go wrong?”
(When I feel I can’t go on) When I feel like I’m loosing grip and can’t hold on. (When I feel I cant go on) When I feel like walking away “So long”.
(When I feel I can’t go on, you come and hold me)

I’m usually down but I got some things to smile for. Ain’t going to trials in court. Ain’t paying child support. I’m at the top of my game like playing in the final four. This flow be sending shivers up and down your spinal chord. I may be kind of old but I ain’t no fucking dinosaur. I do a lot of drugs but I ain’t doing no lines of blow. Yes, I’m going to shine, for sho’. Until it’s time to go but I find it kind of hard to breathe sometimes like a sinus cold. God had to pick me out. Eenie, meenie, miny, moe. Like a bull in a china store. That just leaves me kind of broke. If I can’t make ends, then I can’t pay rent. If I do make ends, then it just gets spent on some other shit that I’ll just regret. So I just can’t win. No, I just can’t win. Stumbled like Macy Gray but at the end of the day I got my friends and a place to stay. I feel amazing grace. Bad thoughts get chased away. Consider this loss a victory. Forgetting about my history ‘cause the future is still a mystery.

(When I feel I can’t go on) When I feel like “Damn, what else can go wrong?”
(When I feel I can’t go on) When I feel like I’m loosing grip and can’t hold on. (When I feel I cant go on) When I feel like walking away “So long”.
(When I feel I can’t go on, you come and hold me)